I feel like I try so hard to be involved with group activities, and I just fail.
The worst part is, it's all online crap.
If I could put a fraction of the effort into 'real life' relationships as I do with online ones, I'd probably have lots of friends and be involved in lots of activities.
I hate not feeling accepted.
But I'm sure it's probably just my own self loathing that makes me feel this way.
But, I just can't help but feel like I'm just not enough. And I'll never be good enough.
*sigh*
Any day can be a good day if it has babies, baking, or Adam Sandler!
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