Dear God,

Please stop confusing me.

I've lived here for almost 4 years and have tried hard to connect with other moms and attempt to get my kids involved with groups to make friends, and have constantly hit road blocks.

Now we're looking to move across the country and suddenly I'm meeting new people- many of which are new homeschool moms! And our kids are close in age!

I've stopped promoting my dog grooming business for the most part because i didn't want to draw a bunch of new clients just to leave this fall. So I've got 1000 mailers sitting in my pantry collecting dust.

So, please, God, please stop confusing me. Stop making me think that we're moving one day, and staying the next. If we're meant to stay here, great! I'll buy a house, really work to get my dog grooming out there, replace the craptastic trailer that I work out of with a nice one, and let myself get involved with these wonderful new women I'm connecting with.
If we're meant to leave, that's great too! Just let me know so I can do what I need to do to get out of here.

I'd sure appreciate it.
Thanks,
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